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Thursday, 24 July 2008

  • Thursday
    Finish the sentence:
    *My ideal weight would be...120.

    Tasks
    *Stay active...
    *Get good sleep...you must sleep at least 7 hours each night for your body to get it's full recovery and be ready for the next day
    *Make time for yourself.

    Creativity
    *On your AAYB draw out the people you love the most.

    Question
    What do you think about so called wannarexics?  I think it's a complicated question.  Clearly something is askew for anyone to feel like they need to be anorexic, but simultaneously I think it drags on the people who really are.

Monday, 21 July 2008

  • Monday
    Finish the sentence:
    *If I could change one thing about the world..it would be...human stupidity (but then it would be less entertaining).

    Tasks
    *Try to incorporate exercise to your normal routine...walk a little more..dance a little more..etc.
    *Watch a movie you haven't seen. This will keep you from eating...because you are going to be watching a movie.
    *Get a small box or bottle and start putting all your extra change there...trust me..after a while you will have extra money there! :)

    Creativity
    *On your AAYB I want you to draw something about nature....that's all..and be creative. you can use markers, color pencils..oil pastels or even add dry leaves...your choice.

    Question
    What is your favorite superhero?. . . I don't have one. . . although when I was young I LOVED catwoman.

    Goals for the week:

    Start swimming in the morning.  Eat healthier on the weekends.  have fun with my horse.


Tuesday, 15 July 2008

  • So, I was supposed to have my first T appointment yesterday.  But guess what?  It was cancelled.  Do I really look so hopeless that the T has to call in sick before she meets me? 

    Again, I am a little shocked by how alone I feel in the world.  Even people that I know I was friends with, really good friends seem distant.  As I fall into an eating disorder (or jump, as the case may be) I am somewhat intrigued by how much distance is created between me and others.  Increasingly, I want human contact and increasingly I won't let myself get that close.  As I starve my body, I seem to be starving my soul.

Monday, 14 July 2008

  • My extreme reactions to the weekend

    1. I am a horrible rider.

    2. I am a horrible student.

    3. I am a horrible IMPACTer.

    4. I am a horrible UEN student.

    5. I am fucking overweight and gluttonous and I seriously need to get my ass in gear.

    6. I am horrible negative.

    7. I waste money nonstop.

    8. I am fundamentally alone in the world.

    9. I am damn sick of my parents and their trying to be parents now that I am a happy independent adult.  (I don't need to hear I love you now.  I would have prefered to have heard it like fifteen years ago.)

    10. I am a pretty awful, lousy person.

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