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Thursday, 24 July 2008
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Thursday
Finish the sentence:
*My ideal weight would be...120.
Tasks
*Stay active...
*Get good sleep...you must sleep at least 7 hours each night for your body to get it's full recovery and be ready for the next day
*Make time for yourself.
Creativity
*On your AAYB draw out the people you love the most.
Question
What do you think about so called wannarexics? I think it's a complicated question. Clearly something is askew for anyone to feel like they need to be anorexic, but simultaneously I think it drags on the people who really are.
Tuesday, 22 July 2008
Monday, 21 July 2008
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Monday
Finish the sentence:
*If I could change one thing about the world..it would be...human stupidity (but then it would be less entertaining).
Tasks
*Try to incorporate exercise to your normal routine...walk a little more..dance a little more..etc.
*Watch a movie you haven't seen. This will keep you from eating...because you are going to be watching a movie.
*Get a small box or bottle and start putting all your extra change there...trust me..after a while you will have extra money there! :)
Creativity
*On your AAYB I want you to draw something about nature....that's all..and be creative. you can use markers, color pencils..oil pastels or even add dry leaves...your choice.
Question
What is your favorite superhero?. . . I don't have one. . . although when I was young I LOVED catwoman.Goals for the week:
Start swimming in the morning. Eat healthier on the weekends. have fun with my horse.
Tuesday, 15 July 2008
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So, I was supposed to have my first T appointment yesterday. But guess what? It was cancelled. Do I really look so hopeless that the T has to call in sick before she meets me?
Again, I am a little shocked by how alone I feel in the world. Even people that I know I was friends with, really good friends seem distant. As I fall into an eating disorder (or jump, as the case may be) I am somewhat intrigued by how much distance is created between me and others. Increasingly, I want human contact and increasingly I won't let myself get that close. As I starve my body, I seem to be starving my soul.
Monday, 14 July 2008
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My extreme reactions to the weekend
1. I am a horrible rider.
2. I am a horrible student.
3. I am a horrible IMPACTer.
4. I am a horrible UEN student.
5. I am fucking overweight and gluttonous and I seriously need to get my ass in gear.
6. I am horrible negative.
7. I waste money nonstop.
8. I am fundamentally alone in the world.
9. I am damn sick of my parents and their trying to be parents now that I am a happy independent adult. (I don't need to hear I love you now. I would have prefered to have heard it like fifteen years ago.)
10. I am a pretty awful, lousy person.
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- Name: Rachel
- Country: United States
- State: Ohio
- Metro: Bowling green
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 12/13/2005
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Hey, I am a undergrad at BG in psychology and econ with minors in juvinile deliquence and rehabilitation...I love my horse--UP, eventing, the NYT, good books, thinking, math, psyc, soc, CJ, econ, animal psychology
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